Saturday 15.3.2014

Hi guys, I posted once before today but I wanna write again.

Today I have had too much opposition about my relationship and love. People have so much prejudices because we have that many differences.

I can feel that religion is the biggest thing older people or at least my relatives. I understand they think it, but I'm not ready at all to answer questions about kids and their willing religion or other questions like this. Of course I know those differences and understand that people who have only bad experiences about other religions, particularly this one, that they wanna know where I will live, what I can eat, how my husband will treat me, are men and women equal,...

Maybe I'm young and stupid now like they said and maybe I don't understand or want to understand what this will mean. Any way I am happy now and I think I can be strong in future also, take care of myself and my rights.

I have opinions what I want in future. I can be flexible in many ways, but some rules are must. So people can ask me how I feel or think different thing and I am happy to tell how I think now. Some things may change but I can tell how things are just now. Because this relationship has shown me that maybe I didn't know what I wanted.

Sometimes I feel that this is like a story book for other people, they asked me about this story, but they don't believe it's true. Me myself feel this is so beautiful and unbelievable story that I wanna know what will happen in the next chapter. I believe this story but when I'm the only one who believe I think why I believe? After thinking it couple times, I remember how much happiness I get and then I again understand why I want believe.

Religion is maybe the biggest reason for doubt and there is lot of other things, for example life style, skin color, country, language, living standard, culture, different continent, education and school system. All of those things I could write long text but maybe I do it later if you like?

Last I wanna say to everybody, really I mean everybody, that racism, discrimination and have no doubt of the other people make only you look like stupid. But we don't do those things, right?

<3 Veera